What makes me different??

There is a part of me that feels I am different from everyone else. I am sweet. Very true at heart. But this feeling, I cant see it. I cant show it. It feels very different., very unreal. Whatever caused this feeling, must be really horrible and bad. I get angry. It gets sick. I feel lost and sad. Guess I need a break. I try to forget it, but it just peeps back.

Arghhh... seriously, I hate myself for being like this. This is not what I am!! I am different. I love giving smiles, I dont want that to be a sin. I believe in imagination as well as reality. God made me different. I am precious.. I know it. So I should just stop worrying about what people think of me. Who cares?? I feel sorry for all those who never understood my worth..