My blog's still alive!

OMG!! I dint realise its almost an year since I blogged. Guess I dint find time to write few sentences. But thats not true. That cant be a valid excuse either. I am sorry for myself.

Here I sit trying to write what my heart wants to, while my mind tries to hold the words back. Anyway, a lot happened over this year. I finally finished my grad exams. What could a daily routine be for a normal simple gal like me?? True! But guys, a simple gal like me faces an exciting day each day. Million problems, hundred good things. How I wish a smile can just wipe away trouble from life!! Life started gettin sick! Nothing was going my way.. I was clumsy.. May be I still am. Fought with friends for no reason. But I love them. I really do. You think about all this, you just start smiling. You realise how silly you are. Life truly is amazing! May be...just may be because I am amazing. I know how good at heart I am. I know how much my people love me for what I am. I care for people. I love them.

Only lately I experienced the bitterness of life! No admits from the US universities?( **** them...they need 16yrs edu). It hurts. It really does. I started realising that nothing lasts forever. I took chances. I never regretted at any point of my life. I started avoiding all the bullshit. Stopped worrying about the people from the past. I did what I wanted to do( right way I mean). But why dont the others understand? I ask myself if I was ever mean to anyone. My heart sincerely says "no".

Life doesnt stop. The minutes are moving faster now. The days continue to come and go. I just dont want grief to take over me. I will have to face ups and downs in life. Its a challenge afterall.. I cant lose it. There is something called 'belief'. Things are gonna get better for me. I am sure. Everything will just be as amazing as it was before.