I would like to disappear.

May be then I won't have talk to people I hate or actually even smile at them. I wouldn't even have to bother about college or assignments so much. I wouldn't have to bother about what I wear or how I look. I want to walk on the streets on a rainy night. I could always enter cream stones for some ice cream and no one can stop me.

I wish life was as simple as described above. Dear god, please try to put my life in order.